LIFE DURING DARK TIMES
Due to health issues, the past few months have been a rocky road for me. Nothing life-threatening, but definitely uncomfortable for a while. I learned a few things about myself during recovery for each event. I do not like to be vulnerable or dependent on anyone. And, even though it's something I dislike, I yielded to it when I needed it most. I learned to ask for help. Yet, the lonely hours of suffering took a toll on my psyche. I've been in a mental fog since the first part of February. Now that I've recovered, the continued social isolation is painful, possibly because I have already spent a significant amount of time alone. Not spending time with my daughter and grandchildren has been the toughest. Also, my lifestyle has been active and enjoyable for the past few years, with board meetings, volunteering, hiking, and writing. Most of that has been placed on hold for an indefinite period. Maybe longer than any of us can imagine. Adjusting to this new reality is chal